YO !!!
How long have i been away ?? My blog just kept rotting . Haha . Who cares anyway . I guess i don't even have a reader now . All think that i'm dead .
Teehee . Yes, i finally got the chance to touch PC after don't know how many pathetic months . But i guess after this post, i don't know it will take me how long before i blog again. Happy waiting (: I loves giving surprises .
Maybe curious people must be thinking what exactly am i doing now ?
Well, it's for you to find out :D

K la, i've been spending times with my beloved family nowadays .
Trying to make up those days when i didnt talk or even seen them . Is either they've slept when i reached home or i woke up when they went for work. At that point of time, home was rather a hotel for me. Just a place for me to sleep & bathe.
Yet because of that i treasured the bondings between us now. My dad & mum whom love me so so much, giving me the best that they could .
Quarrels always occur between us but i believed our life is so much better now. Blood is still thicker than water (:

I'm being so naggy today i know. I should have rant out all the things i've did during the past few months. But i'm so lazy & seriously, i've forget everything. All i've are photos. Haha. i miss my girlf(s). Both ven & eunice are in camp now. !@#$%^ I still remember our dinner tgt. Ohmy~ It was really ''AMAZE''. Guess i couldnt be a very gd housewife in future. HAHA. Flashing back, we really shared very wonderful memories. Still rmb the night when ven & i have heart-to-heart talk in the middle of the night. The venue was even -.- You know we just stood in the middle of the pathway. We even hugged & cried tgt. I always thought only drama will have this scene. But no choice, i've got a drama friend. Laughs! Eunice is another drama queen. Can you imagine when we're in a bus & discussing about maple. HAHAHA. K, abit random. Just that we wanted to play maple again. Hehe. She could describe every single thing (e.g slime, whatever mushroom etc) & do you know strangers at the back kept looking at her. I swear she was very engrossed in it. Yes, most of us felt alil embarrassed but we didnt really care much though. Another one is Esther. Well, i don't why & somehow we'll laughed at things which is not really funny? But we can make it seems that it's damn hilarious. Not sure is it telepathy or special power?(HAHA) But both of us can laughed at the same time without telling the opposite what's happening. YET! When we revealed out, it's the same thing. Amazing right? & we've one same habit. Once we laughed at something, i swear it takes us really long to recover back to our usual self. Not forgetting Guojiaooo. Haha. She's so into her dog now. Each time we met, she will be sharing abt her dog. BUT CAN YOU FOCUS ON US MORE?!? Haha. Even in different schools, i hope this f/s can maintain as it is (:

Ohmygawdddd~ How can i be so long winded . As if i won't have chance to blog again. Alright, off i go now. If i didn't have a mission to do. I guess there won't be such a long post. Stay tuned for my next post. Happy waiting! Hahaha. Byeeeeeeeeee!

When i received the text, i really don't know how i should felt. But i know this is what i wanted you to do in the first place. To give up. I know you've been trying your best. You told me you don't mind. You don't mind having the fact that another guy is in my heart but i mind. It's not easy as it is. You said you'll wait but i don't want. I don't want to waste your time. From last yr til now. I'm not cold blooded. I can feel your feelings towards me. I wanted to give it a try but i'm sorry, i cant do it. I know you always wanted to be there at my lowest point of time but i didn't allow. I pushed you away. I'm not a nice girl. Not the one you think i am. I know you shouldn't be treat this way. Blame it on me. I know i'm stubborn or perhaps i need time. Still rmb the 1st time we first met, at that point of time i really don't have gd impression of you. Yet so coincidence, we chanced upon again. Still, my impression towards you ain't gd. But who knows, you're a very lame person. Laughs. Guess it's a gd thing to receive the text. At least i'm more relieved now. Once again, thanks for those things which you did.


I'll be away for sometimes, no worries.