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Daphanieeee.

"There are those who look at things the way they are, and ask why. I dream of things that never were, and ask why not?"

I'm definitely not someone who you can understand, easily.

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

If only i've pills ....

My manager very ai zai .
She pointed middle finger at our supplier .
Can you imagine our expression ??!
We laughed like !@#$%^, the scene was so funny .
& every 5mins , i hear diff vulgarities out frm her mouth .
Reminds me of someone *** ...
Only friends who went S.P that night will know . Lol .
Thumbs up for her , my MANAGER somemore .
& she's a mother of 1 baby boy .

I can't blame anyone , except myself .
Sometimes i tried to control my emotions .
But i failed to do so ...
It's not because i dont want ..
Somehow i just can't do it .
I really hate myself at times .
For being so fragile & get so easily affected .
All these while , i trapped myself alone .
I struggled hard , i tried to dump everything out .
But i simply can't do it .
Lack of courage ? I guess so .
Because i'm so paranoid ...
Everything just doesnt goes well smoothly .
Things just hinder my ways .
Obstacles ? Ups & downs? When is all these gonna end ??
I hope there's a pill for me to forget all my unhappiness .
Keeping myself busy , occupied .
But i feel so tired , i couldn't breathe .
I wished to take a break but i'm afraid to .
Daphanie , please be strong alright .

This is what i just received from a friend :
If you ever hope to heal your heart
and find the courage to truly open yourself up to love again,
you're going to have to do some things
besides simply letting time pass..
Thanks so much (:

Reply of tags:
Perfectly_Imperfect: hah 22nd Nov right top pic.. i realized ur fingers can bent in such a weird way! how did u do that
Daphanie: It's not weird , very easy one .
& is like just twist but u bend . How do i show you ? Lols .

passer: dun mind i ask , whats ur current job ?
Daphanie: Can i dont reveal ? Sry :D

coolrock: Any facial wash purely extracted from plants for guys? =/
Daphanie: I help you check tml alright . Thn let you know agn .

Serena: relink me ! thank you (:
Daphanie: Okay ! (:

Lanying's -: Link me, & send me your blogger email. So that i can add you to my blog.
Daphanie: Okay ! Linked (:

ada: wa.. honoured leh!! happy birthday to me! hahaz. thanks girl. so sweet! =) if got chance drop by again!
Daphanie: I'm always sweet ^^ . Ok ! Meet up soon alrights

Rachel'passer: Rmb me? I'm the passer! Haha , lol. btw , do you have the song 'if i were you' by kyla?
Daphanie: Oh yep , i hv e song in my hp only . Dont hv in computer.

-IVAN-: heyooooooo~~~~goodmorning!im home and back to the com le lol
Daphanie: Okayyyyyyyyyy ~

cassandra: relink!
Daphanie: Okay .

wee~~: wahh!u so young u wana move out stay le??hah!!but good chance to get independent.well,wher u working??haha!!!tyty!!i would like to hav de add!!u really very pretty!heheX!
Daphanie: Eh , not really la . Lols . I'm working somewhere in Sg , dont feel like revealing . Sry :D

P: got. super single is smaller than double but bigger than single (:
Daphanie: But most of my friends say super single is smaller than single .

UnKnown WannaBe: Lolx, dun get coz of the printer, see the laptop specs, later the laptop kns, machiam like use 1.5k to get a printer? lolx
Daphanie: Hm , no leh . The brand is quite gd . If i'm not wrong is Vaio ? Yea , very pretty leh e laptop .


Yours truly,

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Days when i got to start being independent

I seriously look very shag & ugly !
The super white face >>>> is my asst. supervisor :D

I think she's very sweet but very blur as well .
Most of my colleagues couldn't stand her blur-ness ~


I think i look v diff ! LOL .
Cause i wore something which is totally COOL ~
I wore like those bike jackets & just shorts . 1st time seh .

Today i almost teared .
When my asst. supervisor announce i'll b gg back to my kampong .
& all those encouragement words she gave me & wishings .
& our cheers was the loudest compare to the last few days .
Those heartfelt words just made me feel v warmth .
I really feel like running into the toilet & cry .
& my sweet colleagues who've been there since the 1st day .
Yes , i felt very uncomfortable whn i think that i'm leaving .
If i've the chance , i'll definitely asked for a transfer .
As days goes by , i know i'll hv to go back to where i'm suppose to be .
I even got a fake eyelashes gift frm my colleague . LOL .
Ton of words for my gratitude towards them .
Still rmb we even planned for a small x'mas party .
Each of us bring one items (fried rice , curry , noodles etc)
Just these few days made our bondings become so close .
I think i'll really hv no ending carrying it on .
& yepp , i got to learn new things again !!
Anw , for ppl who hv break outs easily .
Pls buy facial products which is extracts from plants .
PURELY FROM PLANTS . No chemical , no other ingredient .
Why ? Because our skin's PH value & plant's PH value is very close .
So is like 'one family' . That's y skin can absorbs plants faster .
Some chemical or other ingredient is not suitable for either oily or dry skin .
So best recommended , get products which is purely extracted from plants .
Recommended brands : Suisse programme , la colline & (whn i think of it then say)
LOL . That's what i learn today ! Happy happy !! :D
I'm returning to my kampong outlet soon ! Feel kinda excited tooooo ~
Anw today i'm lazy to reply tags . Sorry ! Hehe .
&& what shld i choose between double , single or super single .
One of my reader state super single is smaller thn double but bigger then single .
True ?? Shld i get that instead ?
I'm seriously running out of time !! & i need to get new paint .
K , im lazy to cont nw ! Haha . Bye ! {blow flying kisses}
Sometimes i wondered , am i being too cruel ?
But what do you want me to react upon receiving that msg ?
I feel very weird when those words came out from other ppl's mouth .
I stared at my ceiling for 1hr thinking of ways to settle .
But till nw , i couldn't . Just where's the prob ??
Just in 1 night , i hurt two ppl .


Yours truly,

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Those small little actions which linger in my mind

The x'mas tree nice hor ? Ji swee leh .
& Happy belated bday to ohadaoh ~ . HAHA .


I received a msg & i totally burst into laughters .
It remind me of something damn funny .
I felt really stupid okay ! But everybody is just practically looking at me .
I really throw face until ... So i faced down
& continue laughed , really cant be controlled ! I did try ok !!!
Today work was fun , everyday is just so happening .
& i'm so lucky ! Because you know what ???
When my colleagues & I went to have our lunch .
I bought chicken rice , & when i'm about to eat .
Got a guy came forward & said ' the seller give you too little chicken alr '
Then he placed a plate of chicken beside my plate & walked off .
My colleages said my original plate's chicken look even more
compare to my another colleague .
Then now , this guy gave me a plate of chicken . LOL .
So my other colleague was like 'ya lo ya lo , unfair & etc ..' .
But end up , i shared with all my colleagues . Cause too much for me too .
& something damn funny happen .
My colleague complained & said 'walao , i find my feet v weird leh'
So i asked 'where weird?' & she replied 'i oso duno' .
Then few mins later , she said 'Daphanie , see . Don't laugh pls.'
So i look at her feet . HER SOCKS DONT KNOW HOW COME SO MANY HOLES !
The holes is really many until i really cant figure out why .
LOL ! All my colleagues & I laughed damn loud .
Even manager also buay tahan, wnt into the storerm & laughed .
& whn i was about to go hm , i wnt to a secret corner to chnge .
Then my female colleague came in & talked to me .
I'm so so so so so so SHY ! So i stopped chnging with a v v funny action .
Then manager came in & saw .
She asked my colleague 'Why're you facing her? No wonder she stop there.'
My manager & colleagues start laughing at me .
I v paiseh until i decided to wear back my pants . LOL ~
Anw , i'm going to buy furnitures too . Yes , me .
Haha , weird right ? Cause i'm moving out sooon !!!
Hm , i don't want to reveal out the real reason yet :D
Laughhhhh ~ Anw what kind of bed shld i get ?
Double or single ? Is there such bed which is smaller then double
but bigger then single ?? Yes , i'm very fussy .
I dun wan double coz too big alr , & single too small .
Not enough to put all my big bears & cushions .
& what kind of wardrobe shld i get now ? Like my current , slide door .
Or shld i get those open door kind ? Shld i get a carpet ?
I'm very vex now ! & i got not much time left .
OHYA ! My colleague told me gt this laptop selling at $1499 .
& GIVE AWAY FREE COLOUR PRINTER . So worth right ?!
I got so tempted !! I've thought of selling my old one & get a new one .
Any comments or suggestions ?
Anw , i really have to slp now ! If not tml cfirm restless .
Gd nights ! {blow flying kisses}

Reply of tags:
passerby: you really very chio, im so envious ;D stay pretty <3
Daphanie: Erm , photo is deceiving (: Thanks anw & no need envy .
Rmb , there's no ugly woman only lazy woman .

elisa: tamade , ta bai BOMB de hor
Daphanie: Eh no leh , i suspect the waiter drink all up lo .
I duno y , my 6th sense tell me one . Tml we go bao tou , ai mai ?

Mayling: &&& i am know myself well that what did i did lurh. LOL!
Mayling: thats all th pics we took ar?i cope le. hahaha. thks ar.
Daphanie: Eh , i think still got some more ! I only upload some .
Haha , you know jiu hao hor !! Dont you feel guilty ?!

wee~~: woo.so cool.haha.well,isit near bukitpanjang plaza??simply love ur hair=]mayb if i hav e chance,i ll go there try.hha.
Daphanie: Yesyes ! Just oppo bp plaza ! Okay , maybe i can give you the add if you wan .

passer - by: u look so pretty , haha
Daphanie: Thanks but photo is deceiving (:

Jaz: watashi wa Jaz san desu =) ****sureishimasu u look kawaiii desu neh~ (just a passer-by)
Daphanie: ??? . LOL ! i dont understand !

Perfectly_Imperfect: great to know that and you are back blogging haha =) you are working at some eyelashes shop?
Daphanie: hehe , coz i'm tired aft work so lazy to blog too !
Hm , some sort . Got sell label perfumes & make up too

jasmine passer: harlo, where you working at? stay pretty(:
Daphanie: Hi! Somewhere in SG (: Haha , can i dont reveal ??
Cause i got my reasons .

Yours truly,

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Everything is just in disguise





This girl tk pic de pattern always same one . LOLs .
So no need upload so much also . Her smile very STANDARD .



Took many pics all thanks to WML .
You know very well what you did har ! Haha .











Damn long didnt blog . Hahas .
Was sick all the way & now im feeling much better .
The weather is so on & off . Sudden rain & shine .
But i still have to work because many of my colleague were sick too .
Same illness as me somemore . LOL .
Worst is , one of my colleague was sick & whn she served a customer .
The customer said 'ee , i don't want get infected by you .'
Then the customer SPRAY the anti-bacteria on my colleague .
Made all of us damn angry . Is like too overboard alr .
But the scene was quite funny too . Haha .
And some customers damn fussy .
Gt one bought a fake eyelash , aft afew mins wanted to chnge .
So we allowed , but you know what ?
She tk back the exactly same design but another piece .
So we said ' huh ? not same meh ' .
She answered ' No leh , right is more volume den left . not balance '
So wth right . So all of us ganged & said ' no leh , we see like same . '
The customer not happy & replied
' so you mean even if it's SAME , i cant request for a chnge is it ? '
K lo , she win alr . We let her change .
Many interesting happen too , overall i've sweet colleagues .
Giving me non-drousy panadol so that i'll feel better & able to work .
& they brought me to places to eat which is healthy .
Lunch time = gossips .
Yepp , so few days back i wnt to hv a K session with my loves (:
Quite long since 4 of us went out tgt. (*HINT)
Have a great time & i'm sure we hv alot of fun ^^
WML keep singing her ang moh songs .
Made all of us buay tahan , worst is she sing 1 paragraph & stop .
Then sing the nxt one . So tell me , what for u select ?!
LOL . Aft that , we wnt over to esplanade & talk .
Yes , & i mean really a long chat till the police came up & chase us off .
HAHA . halfway , we saw some ka zua .
You can't imagine our screams & conver . Damn long !
Everyone was like looking at us . Totally NO FACE ! HAHA .
The ka zua also ji power . It crawled ONE STEP only .
One tiny step only ar , 4 of us siam from west to east .
Guess i better turn in early , i dun wan to be late .
HAHA , oh ya ! Teach you all some skills for being late .
Pls tell your manager or supervisor .
' The MRT door open too slow alr , that's y delay afew mins ! ' LOL .
OR .
' You know my pattern one lor , normally i bo chup & walk de leh .
But today i RUN to work sia ! Who knows still late sia . ' Hiak hiak ~
Yes , indeed very nonsense . HAHAHA .
My colleagues & i keep figuring out excuses if we're late .
& excuses must be always different . LOL .
Okay , a much more normal one .
' I cant find the shop leh , i thought is at blahblahblah ~ '
Hehe , i'm so lucky each time i wnt hm .
I always managed to bump into some old friends or colleagues .
Ytd i wnt hm with a old friend , a friend who is same class with me during sec1 &2 .
& heard from her that someone is spouting nonsense about me .
Omg ~ Aiyoyo , you ownself know is who ar .
No need me say out also . Such a bitchy thing only some ppl cn think of it .
Which is to malign ppl & stab her on her back .
But too bad , lies wont be kept long (:
Somedays , other ppl will found out .
So end up ? Is you made yourself lose face by trying to pull other ppl down
but end up making yourself so bitchy & being a LIAR .
If hv evidence then come say me .
It's funny whn you came across of somethings which you've never done before .
RIGHT ? HAHA . That's why i mentioned NO STANDARD .

Reply of tags:
Perfectly_Imperfect: Get Well Soon
Daphanie: I'm feeling better now ! Only hv alil cough . Thanks !

PB: Where is french connection located at? mind telling me? Thnaks : D Stay pretty
Daphanie: You can try wisma (:

G: i wont forget u.
Daphanie: Who're you ??

Pass: how many siblings you have? Mind taking a picture with them? (:
Daphanie: I hv 1 bro & 1 sis . Bro dont tk pics . Sis seldom coz she's busy .
Sorry (:

elisa: nb wheres my shark fins. LOL
Daphanie: Walao , the shark fins ownself run away leh .

joyce: usually ur clothes, u buy from where?
Daphanie: Town , bugis , i shop online too . Very convenient & the price is reasonable .

wee~~: wher is Bp??sorry,i stay at central area,so nt pretty sure.wad salon anyway??thanks pretty!!u r really a babe!
Daphanie: Bp = bukit panjang , somewhere in the west (:
Hm , it's a hse salon actually . Haha . You hv to bk appointment whn you go up .

-IVAN-: change arh?sry ytd too tired,end up never online i go kun hahas.You are still an idiot lol
Daphanie: No need sry la . LOL .

(:: you should attend ! ahahaha
Daphanie: Aiyo , see how first la .

Yours truly,

Thursday, November 20, 2008

I'm damn sick right now ~
Tissue paper surround me .
Sis turn her head & 'wa' damn loud .
I really hate this feeling !
Hopefully i can get fully recovered by tml morning .
Miracleee ~ Lols .
K , i need my beauty sleep alr .
Will update whn i'm free (:

Yours truly,

Monday, November 17, 2008

Because you made me left with no choice




I still awake nowwww ~ LOL .
But i'm gonna slp soon since tml i hv to wake up early agn .
Nvm , someone will morning call me ^^
Just now daddy wanted to ask my maid to tk his water away .
But aft 5mins , he couldn't rmb of the word 'water'
(normal human reaction , sometimes we'll tend to forget)
Then he got really no patience & tell my maid .
'You tk the SOUP away leh' . LOL . Me & sis was like giving the ??? look .
Today saw so many familiar faces again .
Then i receive this msg , this person kb me leh .
Ask me why nvr chat awhile then leave so quickly .
You ownself know who ar ~ Grrrrr . Lol .
& today gt alil fed up , i rejected this job & give it to friend's friend .
But the person say me . She said i'm insincere coz i pass the job to others .
Like wt* . At least i help them find another person to replace me .
& my friend's friend need the job mre urgently then me too .
Forgt it , since i'm not working there too (:
Heard that a girl out there is JEALOUS ~ Lols .
Make me laugh so hardly when i found out . Pattern always same .
Never change at all . so NO STANDARD .
Neh-mind , i won't stoop myself down to your level (:
Anw , should i attend the chalet ?? Still pondering ....
Ohya , don't have to apologise to me .
I'm not angry with you but angry with your attitude .
You made me left with no choice .
Each time i recall back those things , it took me days to recover .
You can blame me , i dont mind anymore .

Reply of tags:
passer - by: hi daphneie .
Daphanie: You spell wrongly , lols . Anw , hi passer - by .

-IVAN-: im hereeeeeee~~~~ ^^ online la idiot
Daphanie: Can chnge pattern anot ? lol .

wee~~: hello pretty lady.love ur hair,wher u cut ur hair?n how u tell e hairdresser??
Daphanie: Bp . Er , how shld i tell you here ? Lols .
Maybe just layer ?

mic: thanks for the recipe ! (:
Daphanie: Welcome ! Rmb to share with me aft you hv baked yours (:

Anonymous®: May i know wat is the name of the song u played in yr blog? Thx in advance
Daphanie: Dear angel .

Elisa: as much as you feel hurt for some things i've said, i'm hurt at the same time too . love you !
Daphanie: Hao la , bring you go drink shark fins . PEACE .

Esther: sry, everything like turned out badly ytd lo =(
Daphanie: Neh-mind , since over already .

Yours truly,

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Farewell for VENVEN ~

I wished this f/s will goes on ....
Even after many obstacles & quarrels ,
we're still strong , thnks god for giving me them (:
but as time goes by , each & every one of us have different goals .
No matter what , hope all of you will b success in everything you do .
LoveLove !
we love to play 'qing qing you xi' . LOL .
Girl ah !! Must take gd care of youself ok !
Don't secretly go find ang moh bf leh .
At least don't forget to intro one to me can alr (:
HIAK HIAK .
She thought we tking neoprints ,
give so many patterns . LOL ! Kawaii-neh ~





Went seoul garden for farewell party fr VEN .
But this was planned by her i guess . LOL !
She made things seem as if she's gg overseas & not coming back .
Such an ass right ? Still want our add to send letters .
Eat & eat , eat & eat .
Guess we're about the last few to leave . POWER right ?
Once we leave e place , we seriously gt a stench !!
Those smoky smoky smell . So yucks .
So we enter body shop , trying to get rid of those smell .
& thnks to someone hor , i wnt to the toilet to rinse my mouth .
Mayb delay 1 min , i'm going to be poison to death .
K la , too exeggerate .
& after some magic , we bcome xiang xianggg ~
Aft that we wnt seperate ways & i headed to vivo .
Ard few hrs later , i meet est at vivo .
Walked & shopped around , bought some things too .
& you know what ?
Last time we sign this application & those guys working thr
start disturbing us . So irritating .
Anw , got a huge conflict with PLK earlier on .
I'm straightforward , & i just say out my feelings nia .
We quarrelled until i Fcking BTH & leave the conver .
Seriously can't be bothered , so much things at a time .
Forget it , dont wish to mention it .
Nth for me to say too since things become like that
But within 20mins , we became okay .
I'm just hurt for the words you said but you know i still love you .
& yes , i got reminded of some stuffs -.-
Got really fed up , was alr very stress over f/s .
& i think about those things again . I can really go crazy .
Some things cant be compare .
Especially to something which i'm very sensitive with .
I may be 100times stupid or naive towards that problem
but i can't help it too . That isn't what i want .
One day you'll understand .
Thanks for your gd intention but it's two different matter aft all .
I'm not fully recovered yet so pls think twice before saying .
I feel the pain in my heart .
Thanks to those who cheered me up just now (:
& teaching me what to do even whn my temper was bad .
Appreciated for all those things .
Where're you whn i need someone the most ?
why each time whn things happen , you just dont seems to be in the right timing .
Whereas someone else who i dont want just seems to be in the right timing ?


Reply of tags:
Yuting ♥: lol. really? I didn't know. haha
Daphanie: Yea , my friends don't know too .

mic: haha. your job seems good. how did you find it ? i always cant seem to find jobs during my hols. X:
Daphanie: My friend show me the application ma (:

Wenhui♥: Hi! Sorry for the late reply of email, wasnt online until now. Do check your mail =D
Daphanie: Received (: & I replied alr .

Perfectly_Imperfect: wonder where u find such a huge chipmunk.. toys'r'us? hmm after reading ur recent entry i am beginning to know your holidays plans =)
Daphanie: Hahas , nope . Taka ((: Hm , my holi plans is unstable yet .

Yours truly,

Friday, November 14, 2008

YOOOOOOO !
Damn long didn't touch my computer .
& i miss my blog . Hahas :D
Few days back , wnt over to S.P {not s'pore poly k}
with a group of friends .
Talked about ***** stories & i really freak out .
Played sparkles & we throw it towards the sea .
& you know what ? Got this boat head towards us .
& we're like 'omg , want leave anot ?'
But we didnt . If we run , this shows that we're guilty conscience .
End up , the boat turn towards other directions .
Forgot some things alr but it's definitely a nice experience (:
Ytd work fr an event at S.A.M .
The job quite slack & our job is simple .
We just have to serve cocktails & champagne to the clients .
Walk around & give , that's all (:
Pay was much higher den expected , transport is provided .
Food is provided too . It was really a gd job (:
Get to know many ppl .
This event gt 2 company i guess ? Ours is gave out alcohol .
While the other gave out food {i swear the cake is DAMN NICE !}
I duno how come we suddenly become friends with the waiters
who's working for the food .
So we manage to eat some cakes & food secretly .
Even our supervisor join us . LOL .
Really gan funny , we hve to hide at the back & really stuff small cake inside .
& gt this angmoh damn nice ok ! She saw us like v tired .
But actually was jus nth to do , so she gave us their food .
Really thumbs up !!! Di-li-cious ~~
& we mange to drink some cocktails too {secretly} .
We start working late & end early but our pay includs our slacking time .
& waiting fr pay time . Such a nice boss , where to find ?? LOL .
Work fr 6hours , but gt 11hrs pay .
& the shuttle bus even sent us straight to our hse .
We even cn eat the buffet food ok !!
I rmb when i was walking ard , i told my girls this
'wa , if those food we cn eat then gd liao'
Whn the event was abt to end , there's still left alot of food .
So i told them 'YES ! i got confident that we can eat those food !'
LOL !! & end up ?? We really can eat .
Overall , i enjoy working there (:
Boss told me a secret , HAHAHAHA . Indeed a big secret !!
& wnt to a training today with friends .
Ulu ulu place , tking ulu ulu bus & saw ulu ulu ppl .
One word , everything sucks to the maximum .
Pay little yet gt to work like dogs {no words to describe alr , HAHA}
We waited fr 2 hrs ok !! End up ?
They say nt cfirm will hire everyone . Is like so wtf ok .
Waste our time fr e training. Once he announce we cn go alr ,
one of our friend, ZX, really v angry & kb him .
The boss request ZX to talk outside but guess what ZX reply ?
'Why have to go outside ? Talk here la , why you dont dare talk here ?'
That boss confirm is scare no face so he gave in .
Keep tell ZX tml will let us know who working & sort of calm him down .
Actually i wanted to stop alr but i think agn , the boss really too much .
& ZX wasn't really overboard too , just too fed up .
Didnt confirm who's working yet ask so many ppl down fr training .
Waste 10ppl's time ok . So right aft ZX scold finish .
All of us just walk out alr {really very waste time} .
& got this guy{unknown} tagged along too . Hiak hiak {same boat}
The scene was pretty funny , but was quite paiseh too .
Went over to C.W.P aft that to collect products .
& ard 8pm , i wnt over to batok to find friends .
I don't know why those things start flashing in my mind again .
I didn't want to do these at all but do i have a choice ?
Guess i got to do the hard way already .
Because of all those similar cases i had heard & seen .
I start to be afraid & my heart is wrenching .
One thing , you ain't there when i need you badly
yet someone elses which i don't need to , did .

Reply of tags :
Yuting ♥: now then i know i wasn't invited to your private blog anymore . haha
Daphanie: Lols , I didnt invite anyone alr .

shanice: mail me the receipt, thanks(:
Daphanie: Ok ! Will mailed you within 24hours .

passer: u working at where?
Daphanie: S.A.M-IVAN-: Dappy!tagged now machiam is i see you never online lol
Daphanie: I not at hm ma !! HAHA .

coolrock: I heard that this year Subaru challenge broke record again? o.o and the nearest toilets was full of black stuff and underwear. lol.
Daphanie: Er , i duno leh . Haha

mic: mail given. thanks, you're nice ! (:
Daphanie: Ok ! Will mailed within 24hours .

Perfectly_Imperfect: wa advertising for your blog liao. ok, anyway the chipmunk look as big as you
Daphanie: Haha ! Yes , the chipmunk is DAMN CUTE !

Yours truly,

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

A new chapter & start of everything

I'm really love all this soft toys okay !
Not only big but so nice to hugggg !
Lols , i matchmake the winnie & piglet {right}
Hao la , i know very lame .
I love all these balloons .
Still rmb during my bday , someone gave this kind of balloons to me .
But is those shops one lo {paiseh} End up , i also leave it there . LOL .

Do i resemble Fong Fei Fei ?! LOL .
I really love this the most . *hint alr ar .
X'mas coming , friends must auto abit hor . Lols !


Don't you find it familiar ??
This is the competition held at town ,
whose hand cn b placed on the car for the longest shall win the car away .
When i saw it , it only left abt 3-4 contestants .
Next time i want join too !! For fun only ~

YAYAYAYAY ! 'O' LEVELS OFFICIALLY OVERRRR ~~
I'm seriously damn tired now !
Have been out for the whole day .
No break at all , walking & walking .
Chanced upon familiar faces again.
& guess what ? This friend bow at me .
LOL ! Well , since he saw me first so he said he'll say Hi first .
True enough , we met twice at the same place again -.-
& always with the same type of friends .
Saw some classmates too & we even used the same chnging rm .
I forgot what i want to post alr .
Proberly too tired or something ?
& i have to wake up damn early tml !
Jus imagine the time nw ?! & i'm still awake .
I guess i hv to set alarm 6am plus some morning call .
Or maybe i shld consider nt slping . HAHA .
Tml cfirm a tired day !
Anw , i'm gonna work fr an event soon .
Although is just a few days ?
New experiences & the pay is quite good too .
Hopefully everything will goes well .
Many companies decided to recruit me but i rejected all .
Actually is most of it . HAHA! cause i'm so lazy to work .
I think i shall go slp now !
Anw , for those who want to know how to bake cookies .
Please leave down your email , i will mailed you the receipe .
Today , i whisper to myself .
If i manage to saw you , means everything is fine .
Aft a few mins i said that , you really appeared .
What does this means ? Pure coincidence ?
My heart is feeling so confused right now .
You made me think of you for the whole night .

Reply of tags:
mic: HEY girl ! how was your last paper ? omg, you are free already luh ! grats !! (:
mic: haha. yeah, can gimme the recipe if its not too troublesome X: take care and all the best for your last paper o (:
Daphanie: Last paper wasn't so confident but since it's over ,
I also dont want to think abt it . Ya ! Thanks (: You leave down your email ?
I mailed to you .

Perfectly_Imperfect: I guess all has come to an end soon! any plans for the upcoming holidays =D
Daphanie: Yes ! Hahas , My plans ar , you read my blog will know alr lo (:

elisa: ya la. ESTHER AND MAYLING AH .. ( hope you two see this ) , Ask you all come out like want your life lidat !!
Daphanie: Today i alr scold est liao . She say see whn mayling off .
You oso la hor , dont tai pai bf . I nvr say only . Ownself won't auto . HAHA

venessa: ahas! nv bold the word. =x no la. kidding hahas.
Daphanie: Aiyo ! Bold is it ? Ven chnge liao laaaa . LOL .

passerby: Erm, French connection at where? ._.
Daphanie: Wisma have it but anw i bought e tee last yr .
I don't think they still hv it but you can try .

shanice: your daily blog reader here^^ mind telling me the receipt? i also feel like baking it
Daphanie: Can , leave down your email . Will mailed you (:

passerby :]: ohh, thats sad, anyway youre very pretty.
Daphanie: Thanks (:

girl: blue& green one.
girl: where you bought that top on your lastest post?
Daphanie: Online .

Yours truly,

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Because you made my heart beats faster & slower



I look damn 淑女 right ? Haha ! So not me ~
The focus is on my 'shoe' . LOL !
Damn cute okay ! & v v v comfortable .
If only s'pore have winter !!

Left pic {look at the shoe . LOL !}
Really had fun playing with those shoes .

When was the last day you saw her face in my blog ?

This one no need intro alr la , her face everytime appear here .

Eeee , ven trying to act sexy on the 1st pic . LOL .
K la , you damn sexy okay ?! Satisfied ?? 哈哈哈 !

Extra price tag ! -.-


MY COOKIES ALL EATEN UP ALREADY !
HAHA , so this prove that it's damn nice okay !!
I didnt even have e chnce to eat it .
So pathetic okay ! & worst is !
MY DAOMINGSI kenna eaten up alr !
Sian lo , at first i want keep for myself sia but who knows .
& don't know who go eat up ! Never give chance somemore !
RAHHHHHHHHHHHH ~
MS & Esplanade today .
Met ven first while waiting for 2nd 迟到 queen .
Had some heart to heart talk with her {it's really been some time}
Talk abt r/s & stuffs including gossips too (:
& finally 1hr pass {even more power then me right ?!}
迟到 queen finally 驾到 .
Headed to MS & meet euniceeeeeee ~
Her same pattern come out again alr ! LOL .
VERY STANDARD ONE HOR !!!
Nobody can win her one , she cfirm number 1 .
Anw , after we accomplished our MISSION {for the sake of her}
Touched right ?
You know how hungry we're ? Erm , actually is me only =x
But friends come first :D HAHA . {my stomach can tahan one}
Headed to HongKong cafe to dined .
I tell you , i really BTH eunice !!!
She made me cant eat in peace , i'm sure the rest felt the same too !
Very irritating & i was searching high & low for masking tape .
Aft eating , we walk walk , slack slack .
Laughs ! I suddenly rmb abt this job thingy .
But the pay damn low so you know what we do ?
They state 'are you single , married blah blah .'
We rote 'widowed' . Then any illness? 'i wanted to put kidney run away frm it's own'
& add on 'i woke up , realise my kidney missing'
DAMN DAMN nonsense ! We even put fake particulars etc .
Was really enjoying ourselves .
& guess who we met ? We saw MR NG & HIS GF at kbox .
So we lied say 'we're working here leh , later we go serve you ah' .
LOL ! But he know we're joking .
Ohya ! Today ven & i enter into this shop . LOL !
My face jitao turn red !!! ONLY WE KNOW THE REASONS .
But i tell you , both of us are reacting in damn funny manner .
I really throw my face manzxzx ! HAHA .
Saw some familiar faces again . & i rmb ytd ?
Someone called my name so i turn back & look for a long time .
Giving the 'who're you' look & my friend told me his name .
& i was like 'OHHHH' but stil cant recall . 要假假一下嘛
Anw , many ppl called me up requiring jobs .
I really duno which one to choose ! Very vexed .
But im sure there will be some i dont want
so ppl who're still looking fr jobs cn ask me . But min 16 pls (:
Anw i had ask ard abt air-stewardness .
& i'm lucky that one of my friend have friends working as air-stewardness .
Means there's somebody which i can ask if i wanted to join .
Actually my aunt is also a air-stewardness . HAHA .
K , i'm really busy now . Not gonna continue .
TATA !
Everyone is born to have his/her own character .
Nobody is born perfect .
I admit , i do make mistakes & not just once .
Everyone makes mistakes but look at yourself first
before saying others .
If i were to say out , it will take me days (:
I don't know why i'll have this urge .
I don't know why glancing towards downstair
seems like a must to me before i sleep .
I don't know why whenever i heard some noise ,
my heart beats so fast (thinking that it could be you)
I don't know why when i saw some backviews which look like you ,
i will have the urge to walk the other way , hoping that you could see me .
I don't know why i have to spend afew mins ,
looking down to search for you .
I really don't know why . Do you know why ?

Reply of tags:
Joanna: i wanna meet mybhoney soon!!!!!
Daphanie: I want meet u soon too !! Many things to catch up (:

Est: jealous of the face ! LOLs
Est: EH, wad POR?? yesyes, thot u're my husband alr? LOLS, must be any guy in ur family
Daphanie: Your husband ? Don't anyhw leh , my taste not that bad de hor !
HAHA ! Ya la , walao . Never give chance one lor ! I eat nothing sia ! -.-

Wenhui♥: Hello! =D I havent make payment for the Kana Closet spree yet. You want to order? Quick quick send me your order =D Then I can place the orders together (:
Daphanie: Done (:

passerby: where you bought the black tee on post 7th nov? And you really look super cute and sweet.
Daphanie: French connection (: Thanks .

elisa: no need call leh . the 12th ! fixed other dates for the other 2 ( seldom / hardly ) got all turn up .
Daphanie: Aiya , you also know their pattern ma . HAHA .
ASK THEM OUT like need their LIFE LEH !

:): take care bye
Daphanie: Bye (:

mic: rahhh i want those cookies ! HA. anyway, ms merduati stays near me lor. hahas. your last paper on 11 nov ? O_o
Daphanie: Hahas !! You want receipe ? Yes , last paper is 11/11 (:

UnKnown WannaBe: But, for the better? Or for the worst? Dun get too affected by them as if could be their initial motive for some.
UnKnown WannaBe: Wow, tats alot of cookies eh? Can finish bo? Lolx. There are all kinds of pple and pple do change, but it takes time for them to be fully aware the result of their doings. Tats when they change again.
Daphanie: CAN CAN ! All the cookies gone within 1day ! VERY NICE one . Hahas .
Yea , very true . Agree with you (:

passer: where you buy your black fcuk top?
Daphanie: French connection .

Yours truly,

Friday, November 7, 2008

Your wonderful acting skills


Went over to one of my teacher's hse fr baking session .
Wondering who she is ???
TADAH ! Ms merduati :DD
Ignore the extra me . We bought her a neck & arm massager .
Thinking that she have to stand all day whn teaching .
& do all her markings etc thus we bought this .
Ain't we sweeettttttt ? hehe .
Yes , we learn baking cookies !!!!
It's fun but i swear it's damn tiredddd !
Those are the shape we made .
We handmade it lehhh !!!!
Lols ! Of course not la .
We use the thing which i oso duno is what to make e shape .
The mickey mouse is made by meeee !
Sibei cute right ? :D
The one on the right is oso made by me .
All of them kept laughing cause it look like 'mo peng'
At first there's alot of dots but it's too funny .
So i out mre chocolate on top .
Hehe , this also made by me !!!
Does it reminds you of something ?
Ppl who watch meteor garden before ,
does it look like the cookie which shancai made fr daomingsi ,
for his bday ??? LOL ! alike righttt ? {knod head}
This is our 2nd cookie , i suppose it's brownie ?
& this is the outcome .
The one on the right is harden chocolate in plastic .
We use it to decorate our 1st cookie {those chocolate pattern}
It had harden but ven keep forcing it & push it like the above pic .
& you know what ???
The chocolate fly to the ceiling !!!! Like the pic on the left .
We really laugh like !@#$%^.
K la , anw it's all nonsense . Hahas ! But it's true that ven push the thing .
But the chocolate is harden so it couldn't come out .
Just right the ceiling gt a brown brown thing . So we bluff ms merduati .
She believed & all of us kept laughing including her .
I tie pleats !! Since i'm gonna learn baking .
& i don't want my hair to fly here & there . Hahas .
Do i look like a student ? Lols .
I got dimple hor ! {pic on the left}
I think the pic look funny ! Guess is the way i smile .
I wore a white tee initially but i scare the chocolate will dirty my top
So i chnge into a black top instead .

Went over to ms merduati's hse today .
& i tie pleats ! Hahas , so xiao hai zi , i know :D
I still rmb primary sch , i always envy ppl with long hair .
But due to my super strict sch , only dance members are allow to kept long hair .
but i always secretly kept until i gt caught .
I rmb those dance members always tie bun due to their long long hair .
So i follow suit but because my hair is so thin & short .
I tie two bun instd but end up , my bun doesn't even look like bun .
It's not even round can ! & it's so high , directly on top ok !{all thnks to my ex-maid}
& guess what ? All my pri sch mates say i look like hving a antenna .
I think i cried ?? Forgot alr & frm thn on , i never tie bun alr .
What a pathetic childhood i had :( LOL !
Anw , for the sake of keeping long hair , i joined dance ! HAHA .
Kk , back to topic .
We learn how to bake 2 types of cookie today .
It was nice okay !
没想到我, daphanie 进得了厨房出得了厅堂 . HAHAHA !
Not bad one hor ! Somemre is damn tired okayyy !
We do for about 5hrs man .
My backbone gg break & my leg damn 酸 .
Very poor thing one horrrrr !
The moment i sat on the chair , i seriously feel like slping .
Those tired is like .... like 10yrs never slp lor !
K la , too exaggerate alr . 1yr never slp k ? :D
Seriously i forget what happen alr ! Tired until forgt .
Anw we brought hm 4 box of cookies lehh !
Anyone want try ? Seriously it's nice (:
Ohya ! I think ytd ? Got this ahma approach to sell tissue .
Then she add on say she at night no food to eat & all the pili-pala stuffs
to gain sympathy from us . But no one buy .
For 1 reason , she wore GOLD NECKLACE & GOLD BRACLET !
NO MONEY BUT CAN AFFORD TO WEAR ALL THESE ?!
So wtf , lie without thinking . She ji li hai yi xia lor !
I told mummy about this , she laugh & told me to reply the ah ma this .
' 你去當掉你的金链就有钱了lor ! '
K la , gg slp alr . Byeeeee !
Many decisions for me to made .
It's not just the matter of 1 but many .
You say things till so easy .
I look back after what you said .
You say & do different things .
You're no longer the one i once know . Bye (:
You're such a shameless girl , 不要脸 ~


Reply of tags:
passer: which poly r u going?
Daphanie: Not sure yet , may be joining a school for a course .
Regarding which one , i won't reveal it yet .

:): Daphanie is baking ????????
:): Dont Be Sad I really dont wish to see you like that cheer up hao ma ? dont scared i will try my very best to pass
Daphanie: Ya, I'm baking . Haha .

venessa: ***live with a smile will be more worth it. ***
venessa: chey! i won't grow fat de.. wait and see ba. haha! scarely i come back got muo gui de shen cai~~ =X and keep on smiling yea? life is only very short. life with a smile will be much worth it.
Daphanie: Hahas ! Who knowssssss ~
Scarly you come back i can't recognise you alr lor !

guojiao: dappph cheer up! vil be there for u de k ~
guojiao: sure alot of ppl laugh at me lor
guojiao: ya lah ya lah all my hair's fault haizz so pai seh all th eway backfrm hougang leh
Daphanie: Ya la ! Gan paiseh lo ! I see you also laugh until i bth !
Anw thanks ! (:

Perfectly_Imperfect: Hello, best of lucks for your o levels! =D
Daphanie: Thnks ! (:

elisa: see you soon mwahh !
Daphanie: K , waiting for your calls ! Muacks .

tanxunhong: good luck for your results eh. (: n you curl your hair is not that bad. (:
Daphanie: Okay ! Hopefully i receive your luck (:
I think i look mature in curl hair , dont like .

passerby :]: erm, goodluck, at least you had put in your effort right ? cheer up.
Daphanie: I dont think i really put in all my effort .
This year , i didn't really study so yea ... Anw , thnks !

Yours truly,

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

The white white patch is e tag of e hairband.
Damn cute right !!!
I guess it's been a v long time since you saw venessa's face alr .
KNOW WHY ??! Cause she everytime BF here & there .


Went out with Guojiao, Esther and Venessa.
It's been v long since venessa join us .
Eunice missed this outing due to her F&N paper.
Although she gt no confidence but hopefully she can do well too.
It's ok ! We'll be gg out soon too .

I'm the late queen of the day . Hahaha (I seems so proud to be late. Lol)
I'm like famous of being late .
Ok la , not really too . Is just that i suddenly cant find my thing .
So i delayed ... but it's worth right girls ?? After all still can see me .

Anyway, went to many destination today.

Ohhhh, i got something damn funny to shareeeeee !!!
Today , Guojiao did temporaily curl and it's very nice. Really suits her a lot.
And i rmb telling her, go home don't have to wash hair already. Hahaha.
Then she lie on a bed for abt 30mins and aft wake up,
Her hair become very 'pong' & the curl just become very messy.
Guojiao does nt hv any make up so she look v shag.
So i said, she look like those typical wife who caught their husband with mistress on streets.
And fought with the girl, so the girl pull her hair , scratch her etc ...
Even Guojiao agreed too!!
Then we sat on train , gt this guy who sat opposite us kept um chio-ing .
Out of sudden , Guojiao said ' He um chio is it because of my hair ar ? Walao , no face alr'
Then i keep laughing {suspecting it's true}
So aft Guojiao left , me & est observed . THE GUY REALLY NEVER UM CHIO ALR LEH !
So tell me gt this possibility anot ?? HAHAHA.
K , i'm laughing away now .

Reply of tags:
passerby: hey! haha. You look really mature for your age. (: Nice.
Daphanie: Really ? Is it a gd or bad thing ? Thanks anw (:

passerby :]: why wont ? :]
Daphanie: because i find most of e paper tough :(

Baichi: yo bendan: )
Daphanie: Yo baichi .

passer: dance really your passion? the why never join dance?
Daphanie: Yep , it's my passion but the reason why i didnt join
is because of some of my personal problems .

Yours truly,

Monday, November 3, 2008

YAYYYYYYYYYYY !
I super duper duper duper happyyy ~
Because my olvl is over !!!! {self-declare} LOL .
Nxt wk will be my last paper & it's MCQ (:

I'm gonna burn all my worksheets aft nxt wk's paper .
Then my room will be free from books ~ *wink*

Although i don't think i will do well but since it's over thn forget it .
I won't want to retake or retain too . & hopefully i really won't .
No pictures today ! Tml instd (:

Shall reply tags nowwwwww ~~~
Thanks bitch for spoiling my perfect day (:
Trust me , it won't be so simple the next time .

Reply of tags:
passer: The bottom you wearing on halloween day is a 3/4 pants or leggings?
Daphanie: Leggings (:

passerby :]: yes, you will definitely
Daphanie: I also hope so ! But i don't think will :(

pb: where you got your flowery top?
Daphanie: I shop online (: If you're interested let me know ,
i help you check wther still gt stock .

elisa: http://yapllelisa.blogspot.com/ relink !
elisa: Do you love me then ?
Daphanie: of cause love you la ! Walao , you link ta pai same same sia .

S: YOU REALLY SO PRETTY. IS IT FAR EAST THR ?
Daphanie: LOL ! You cfirm cute . Yes yes , at far east (:

gimadae: you are so pretty yet you're wearing clothes that make you look old.
Daphanie: Hahas , do i look old in that ?? Well , i kinda like e print (:

Est: wahhhhhhhhh, u found ur memory card . whre ars?
Daphanie: Kiap under my panties . LOL ! Jus kiddingggg ~

UnKnown WannaBe: Waaa, nice halloween day u had, had fun but dun forget study leh! Left afew more papers only! Just study abit more, ganbatte! Sry if i spoilt ur mood by saying this =X
Daphanie: Hahas ! You didn't spoilt my mood , rest assure (:
Finally left with my last paper !!! WEET !

EVIA: QINGDI!情敌 HAPPY HELLO-WEAN
Daphanie: QINGDI !! HAPPY HALLOWEEN . Don't miss me ar !

passer: yea.. thxs =)
Daphanie: Welcome !

Mayling: yea love.
Daphanie: See ya soon !

(:: You study so hard, Wish you can go the place you wants to study in!
Daphanie: I'm sry :(

mic: how many more days till end of o levels ? got count down ma ? haha LOL. anyways jia you uh (:
Daphanie: Hehe , left with 1 last paper !! Finally ~

Yours truly,